what is this web home’s structure?
this is a channeled conversation i had with la que sabe. whenever you are in the need of guidance, i encourage you to try channeling the one who knows. one way to approach this is to get still and turn inward, ask a question to them in your journal, and allow your pen (rather than your mind) guide your response.
me: la que sabe, i thought that this new web home was for you to be the creator and narrator, with me and others as the protagonists, but i’m lost—i don’t know how or where to start.
one of the things that i had decided when planning this home was that i would channel you. i would like to do that now.
my question, oh wise one, is what is this web home meant to be? how am i or we to move forward?
la que sabe: my precious child, there is no right way to move forward with this project of yours. in fact, this call and response style—whatever you want to call it—absolutely works for me.
i can see that you are turned inward, listening to your shamanic drumming and typing with your eyes closed. that should offer you some fun editing opportunities later! anyway…
why are you worried about it being so perfect? why not just allow yourself the freedom to explore? channel me at times like you are doing right now. but also do you your ownthing. you are wiser than you think. you are connected to spirit. you are a wayfinder and have been decades before you knew what that meant…
share my wisdom when it’s relevant. when we’re in conversation. and then, share you. share your art, your own wisdom (which you have lots of!). share your friends and teachers and resources. my love, you already do this. keep doing it.
i do see this new web home offering you more freedom to get naked, to explore.
remember that time at wild woman fest where you stripped down bare ass naked and danced around that massive bonfire with your sisters to the beat of the drum? remember howling at the moon? remember skinny dipping in the lake? remember hugging the trees while naked? i sure do. i’m not sure that i’ve ever seen you wildly alive in those moments.
that is what this web home is for. to help you and others remember (or to learn) what it’s like to be—to live and feel—so wildly alive.
remember when you went through that darkest of dark nights of the soul—when you were sued for custody of your daughter? remember how you navigated those times? this house on the webs is for an exploration (and maybe excavation) of those dark hours, too.
my love, how does it feel to channel me just in this context and to type—eyes closed—the way you are doing right now? do you want more of it?
me: yes.
la que sabe: then let’s proceed, shall we?
me: yes, let’s proceed.
la que sabe: that is all.
thank you for reading! if you’d like to learn more about me (kristi amdahl), la que sabe (she who knows), and my offerings, please mosey on down to my about page. thanks!
