How I Reclaimed My Life After Nearly Ending It (Era 1)

…I was again admitted into the psychiatric hospital. And, I found out that I was pregnant. I was an absolute disaster…
During my last session with my psychiatrist I was told that he was pleased with my “progress” and that as long as I stayed on my cornucopia of meds forever I might be able to live a “somewhat normal” life. Are you fucking kidding me?!